On the subject of Baseball

It's World Series time, if you didn't know.  If you missed it, the Kansas City Royals are playing in the World Series, here in KANSAS CITY, MO, today.  It's an exciting time for my city and my Kansas City friends.

I have a confession to make:  I am a St. Louis Cardinals fan.  But I am excited for the Royals and will be rooting for them during this World Series.

Does this mean I'm jumping on the bandwagon with the rest of the United States (minus San Francisco) and rooting for the Royals?  I don't know.  I guess.  If that's what you call it.  Does that mean I'm being a traitor to my team?  No.

I read a blog post that several of my Kansas City friends posted on Facebook about how there is no room for Cardinals fans on the Kansas City bandwagon.  You can read it here.

Sometimes (most of the time) I wish I was a writer so that I could use my words eloquently and tastefully to convey my true thoughts and feelings.  Instead, I was blessed with simple thoughts and a simple vocabulary to try and write with, that usually either offends or confuses everyone.

But here goes:

I'm sorry, Matty Flex, for all of the Cardinals fans you have encountered in your life.  They sound awful.  I would hate them too.  Hopefully, you will encounter the good, nice, baseball loving, Cardinals fans soon.

It's true, we are used to the postseason and winning.  But, I, for one, am not a Cards fan because they win.  I grew up in St. Louis watching the Cardinals while doing homework.  I loved when my dad would take my family to games with his company tickets.  My celebrity crushes were Cardinals players, not actors or musicians (well, minus NSYNC).  I was the statistician for the baseball team in high school (I know, dorky, right?) because I just LOVE baseball.

I'm sure the diehard baseball fans would say that I am not a true Cardinals fan and they're probably right.  I barely know the players names and positions.  I don't track stats.  I barely know the Cardinals record throughout a season.  I get bored during the regular season because there are so many games.  I don't watch the games on TV because 1) I can't (living in KC, ya know), 2) I don't want to pay to watch them on MLB network, and 3) I don't have the time.

But I'm proud of where I'm from and the team that I grew up supporting.  I love being able to watch the Cardinals in the postseason because I can actually watch them on TV.  And postseason ball is so much more exciting.  Like my friend said, "every game matters."  The regular season is looooooooooooooong.  Trends matter, not each individual game.

For my Royals friends, I'm sorry if I was ever that awful Cardinals fan to you.  You all make me want to be a better Cardinals fan.  Seriously.  It's been so fun to see everyone get excited during this postseason.  I love going to watch parties with all of my Royals loving friends.  It's so much better to be excited with friends because it's usually just me - Big S usually doesn't care as much as he puts on and Little S doesn't understand.  It makes me want to be a better fan for my team.  I want to be my team's fan, loud and proud.  Even when we lose.  Even when it's in the middle of the god-awful, long, baseball season.  Thank you KC friends for showing me what being a true fan looks like.  Maybe one day I will own a Royals t-shirt and wear it with pride (unless they're playing my Cards), not because I converted to being a Royals fan, but because I love my city and the team and community of fans that comes with it.

I have been painting my nails while writing this and they are a pretty blue.  I will be working tonight while wearing royal blue scrubs and will be sneaking glances at the game on every TV that I can find.  And I will be cheering for the Kansas City Royals.  I am not a traitor to my beloved St. Louis Cardinals.  I'm not jumping on the Royals bandwagon in the "I want to cheer for a winning team" sort of way or in a "Beat those dang Giants" sort of way (well, maybe a little).  I am a baseball fan who lives in Kansas City.  While I am not able to understand the enormity of what is going on here like my diehard Royals fans, I am still excited.  It's hard to live in Kansas City and not be excited.  Go Royals! #beroyal #takethecrown #cardinalsfanswhoaremeanruinitfortherestofus

A one year later....

...isn't that the theme of my blogs...not that you, the reader would know this since I change blogs all of the time.  But, yes, it is.  I get on a kick, redo the blog or start a new one all together, and bam! life happens and I stop blogging for about a year before getting bored/motivated to start up blogging again.  My thoughts when I get the urge to blog again always start with, "WHY? No one reads it (because you don't post your new posts) or cares.  Writing is not your strength. Who cares about what you're thinking."

While this is all true, it's something for me to do to get my thoughts out.  So, I will continue to stop and go and type out the random thoughts in my head.  Maybe one day it'll catch...probably not.

What has changed in the year since I last posted.

• I'm washing my hair again.  Yeah, I did the "no poo" thing for about a year and decided that I like the feel of clean, chemical laden, hair, and promptly took advantage of the Beauty Brands liter sale.
• Big S was offered a job as a firefighter on Little S's birthday.  I missed flirting with him at work.
• Big S changed fire departments as of this week.  Yeah, big news! And it's with a bigger and more organized department.  We're excited for the change even though it is farther from home.
• We went on vacation to Florida with friends in July and had a ton of fun with lots of friends and family time.
• I no longer work nights or with my heart kiddos.  *sob**sob*  My body decided to start rejecting working nights, so I've moved to an urgent care that is affiliated with my hospital that is closer to home whose hours are noon-2200 (that's 10pm for those who don't do military time).  I miss my friends dearly, but am thankful for the change and the more normal(ish) schedule.
• I am working out more normally and feel better about my body.  If you need quick workouts that are challenging, Melissa Bender is your woman.  benderfitness.com Seriously, do her workouts...they are AWESOME (and by awesome, I mean, hard and challenging).
• Little S is in a "Little Kickers" martial arts class this year.  We decided not to put him in preschool yet so this is our plan to get him to be with other kids in an organized manner.  It's not very organized because it's six little boys 3-5 (or almost three in Little S's case) running around like mad men.  God bless my friend for teaching them.
• My bestie in Phildelphia is ENGAGED!!! Can't wait for her Spring/Early Summer wedding!

I'm sure there are other changes, but it's late and it's been a long time.  Now that we're somewhat caught up, I'm going to go to bed and hope that I can start blogging on my deep thoughts that are somewhere in my mind.